Starter: "Smart"? Not Really

Okay. So.. here we go.

I've been craving to write on a personal blog these months, almost one or two years really, but things got up in my mind, waving all those writing ideas away from the creative storm in my head.

But now, my excitement and motivation are too strong to lose the fight with my pessimistic brain. I think from now on I'm gonna write here and there, even though not as often as I expect it to be.

Well, today, when I was walking to office, the thought about scores came to my mind. How come those classmates of mine get lower scores than I do on the exams? They have all the answers to my questions, and most of them are right, they study even things that I don't and they also ask the same questions as those I have in mind. So what is it? Some of them I know are more diligent than I am, and…almost all of them think and act more logical than I do. Hmm.. if someone's reading this and have the answer, please give me an answer :D

The thing when you seem to "always" get high scores, which actually it is far seldom than "always", people tend to think that all the answers of yours, no matter what the question is, must be right. While in my case, I may have gotten high scores for several subjects, but if you ask me questions regarding the study materials when we are not at the moment of studying,well.. spare me, for I may not have the answer you're looking for. I may get good grades on exams, but the day after, my mind must have been empty from all those knowledge I garnered during the exam nights.

So.. people, or my friends exactly, may think that I am the smart student, but I don't think so. Smart students, yes they know all the correct answers to the exam questions, but I don't think they let their brain erase those important information soon after the exams have finished. Or maybe it's just that they can't. The knowledge has been stuck in their mind too tacky that they are not able to get rid of it.

Hmm, well, I think I'll stop here for today. My brain is crammed with interesting ideas to write, but I suppose I am too hungry (due to the headache I'm experiencing) to blurt those ideas out.

Well, thank you, self, for writing and for being brave enough to take the risk of getting judged by everyone. Cheers!